Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Denouement

Last week, the kids came and took their final exams, but only in the morning. The week before that was the last week of classes. This week, the kids are finally gone for good and the school is only a pale adult shadow of its real self. All the teachers are wandering around the halls unhurriedly with silly relaxed grins on their faces, talking at reasonable volumes and having reasonable conversations. Everything has this peaceful, clean feeling, like it just rained.

It's my last week on the job -- not just for the summer, but for good. I Quit, and it may not have been the right decision. I really don't know. This may have been the best job I've ever had, although it was also in many ways down there with the very worst of them. Unemployment was my goal, a long stretch of unabashed, unalloyed unemployment, but already the golden glow of relaxation and the sparkling gemstones of accomplishment and relief are being rapidly transmuted into the noxious haze of indolence and the sucking muds of anxiety and ennui. 

On the plus side, this means I now can get back to what really counts: complaining on the internet. See you all soon!

9 comments:

  1. Thank you for asking! In order of importance:

    1) The excessive amount of hours I've been expected to work in a week
    2) The desire to maintain a lifestyle that's decidedly not centered in professional, white-collar life / a nervousness at being asked to play the role of an adult authority figure for an extended period of time
    3) A hope of moving back to Arkansas, maybe
    4) A sort of claustrophobic fear of working at the same job for very long (I think I have a problem with that) plus the knowledge that if I were to sign on for another year, I'd be committing to stay until next May
    5) A lack of intellectual stimulation
    6) Nagging doubts about whether I was really making a major contribution to the mission of the school, or at least making a contribution proportional to the hours I spent.
    7) A lack of conviction about the mission of charter schools in general

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  2. Well, that sounds well-thought-out at least. Of course you'd move back to Arkansas when I'm leaving it. >:.(

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  3. Because it's all about this guy: >>>josh<<<

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  4. Um...no moving back.

    NO MOVING BACK

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  5. What?! Where are you going? When?

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  6. Eh, to the Knoxville/Nashville area of TN and not for a while, have to put the house on the market. December at the earliest.

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  7. Damn. Another blow to the Natural State. What takes you in that direction?

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  8. I want to quit and #s 1, 5, 6, and 7 all apply (if you convert "charter school" to "university").

    Fuck 'em, Sammy. You ain't got no mouths to feed but yours.

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